Number Three

So I am going out again tonight. This time with a friend, Walty. He and I have been friends for a long time and their has always been some kind of sexual tension between us, so it might be nice to see where that all goes. I know I can live up to my new values and thoughts on looking for a man but it is very hard. I am "exploring my options." and I am a little nervous. I don't want a serious relationship, Hell I am not looking for a husband all I want to know is if he can make it in the bed room scene. I have no idea if this makes me a slut, shallow, or how others will perceive me and frankly

"I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS!"

So wish me luck, because out I go on the town then back to his place. May I have the courage to face my fears and rock his world! Well got to go tell you all about tonight and Wednesday night in tomorrows blog.

I do worry that one day, this strength of character, like all other things, will come back and bite me in the other end.