Number Four

Well Hello again,

Welcome back. So Wednesday I wore a pink nightie, did my hair and make up, put on the brown hooker boots, and my leather coat. Plus I rubbed a great smelling lotion on it is called “winterberry” by bath and body works. I must have smelled good enough to eat because man oh man they were all over me! And apparently when you look like your asking for it and your not that does not seem to make a difference because guys are dumb! No offense, but I had to make this guy get off me. He was dancing well and about the third dance into it he started putting his hands up my dress. Then when I moved it away he coped a feel! That was when i had had enough i walked away. Then the next guy wasn't much better. He was very nice did not put his hands anywhere they are not welcome. Until a few songs into dancing and he started doing the same kind of thing, pulling my dress up. The last guy I danced with was alright he knew where not to put his hands. I did have a good time.

As for the other night Sunday I believe it was, or Saturday? I had dinner with Walty and that went well. We had a few drinks and food at Fridays it was fun and I laughed sooo hard! He is always fun to be around.

Wow a sudden realization just came over me, OH MY GOD!! I think I just had an epiphany:

I can not find someone to replace him, so I am filling the void with others that have some of his admirable qualities.

Examples:

Joe: handy, cute, patient, hard working

Mark: well he is good in the bed room scene

Walty: funny, relatable.

Well I will talk about this at a later time.

The saying for today is something my father said to me when my life was shaken and not stirred.

"Dust off your sandals, and move the fuck on!" That kept me going for a long time.