letter (#9)

Letter Three:

Dear Joshua,

Hey you its me again,

Your mom told me about the classes I know it is hard for you to face what you have done. I don't imagine that, that is making the guilt you feel go away any time soon. You should know you can always talk to me. I always want to be your friend and you know you can write no matter what. I have no rules here they know that can't control me. I always have been a free spirit and always will be, you made me that way. You and I need to work out the whole kid thing not ANY of your relatives. I will come visit if that is what it takes but they will not. I brought them when we were on vacation I think that was very kind of me. Don't for one second think that I am not a bitch cuz you know I am. And when it comes to them there is no give and take! It is my way or no way and you have always known that from the day you met me. Anyway, you can't blame yourself for Gramma's death that really was not your fault. Yes You were pretty mean to her, yes you did instigate a lot between her and your mother, and yes you caused her great pain BUT YOU ARE NOT THE REASON SHE DIED!

well got to go I'll talk to you later. Aud